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Andrew

January 13, 2009

MELTING GLASS

My eyes seem like that
A tired look at best
Not that ive depressed
But not enthralled

My chest and the actuazation of real pain
Sents a worryness to some degree
Its like a fire is dying
Or a storm is fading

Realzation that I am dependent on significant others
For a i long to live for them
Because i will put myself
last at best

My breath, the air I breath
Exits like smoke as i close my eyes
The cold weather claims it
And it is gone
Everything is gone

Andrew

November 29, 2008

Fire strikes a dwelling sensation
and easy going trasition
Impossible to truly hide
and escape from the past tense
because you were just there
take one step forward

So cold, a freezing heart
Burning heavy from the start
Im all metaphores
and now will say for sure

I still feel just like a kid
Dazed and my vison is cloudy
Were all so limited in perception
What i desire is love, to be loved and...
You fill in the blank

God's got my back
And he will lift the fog

andrew

October 21, 2008

Hey i havent gotten around to showing some new stuff to you, I have some ideas and havent wrote in a couple weeks. SO here area few more things and of course you have my persimisson to post them on ur site.

1.A Page Inside A Spiral Notebook

These heavy burdens lifted from my arms
but now cold hands reach into my chest

I thought i had you, at least MY friend
but its seems Ive been hit with my own poisen

So Now im not sure
If i will have you at all

I promise to keep certain emotions hiddin away
So you dont have to fret

Im here and I always have been
but because of this mess where do u come in

Tell me its all a phase
or maybe not because ive had my fillings of those

So I will wait for a call
or maybe a cue

And This?
After everything?
I didnt imagine

Im not angry
But cant seem to understand this problem

So im sitting here with unspoken solum

2. 8 Digit Language

Tell me im not too late to blend
cuz i can hardly comprehend...

A dwelling inside of me
that lives and curses my soul
fall apart and pulled at the seems
the darkside comes into play
its so easy to slip...
slip in on like an overcoat

Tell me why...cant i...pull it together
instead of being pulled into the slip stream
and spit out like gunfire
then surpressed and condenced into eternity
shake me with ur useless contributions
so i can forget you and all of this

Because I can hide behind as many walls i can build
fordged in titanium and stones
why cant i seem to grasp the difference
between reality and my dreams
a shadow hiding inside a mirror
scared of its own reflection
comes creeping out and plays this game of cat and mouse
then runs away inside his own image

3. Code Word Elimination

After hours, after dark
it coinsides with all that is bizzar
at last these formations of downs
attack on a seek and destroy mission
overlooking hidding repercusions

find me if you can
or if your even obligated to do so

strenuous, may it seem
its the reality inside my dreams
that, form that is grey
its not all black and white
if it was or at least everyone thought it
simplicity woundnt excist

bound in titles and cover ups
lies the inner core of all of us
reshape the mistaken
make everything beautiful again

Charles Andrew Hodge

September 29, 2008

Undistored Distortion
by Charles Andrew Hodge
Opposites
yeah they will send your mind off track
and hyphenated thoughts
if im not mistaken

Amazing how a single spark starts the flame inside me
that really all i need

Twas grace and repitition that found all that was hidding
inside of, inside of you all for the finding
Oh God, why do you bless me with this curse?
I live to love and waste away the fires

illusions so bittersweet that I...
I drown inside my mind
Would you tell me why i can't...
...i just can't..
Acknowledge the difference between reality
and images in my head

Charles Andrew Hodge

September 29, 2008

Mellow-Go-Round
By Charles Andrew Hodge
The pieces of the puzzle are there
They lay subcontiously hidden
Slightly tweaked ideas
Meaning nothing of the sort
I will let go and find the light
Even if i can breath in the dark
I could loose my mind
Before id let you loose control
I know...
Even at second glace
Tiny illusions dance in front of my porciline eyes
Breakdown im wasting away in the sun
So vivid and hyponotizing
I wonder astray
Lost in thought until im lost in reality
Where do i go next on me
Mellow-Go-Round
A content neverending 360
On the path to tomarrow
That leads no where
Because ive been there
Running in the same damn place